Waiting just for him

I like this guy, he is my friend, really good friend of mine...

even though i like him ,i am never gonna say it to him...
i like talking to him, i wait for his calls, but i am not gonna call him first...
i want to see him everyday, but he won't know about it...
i like his smile, his laugh, but he doesn't know about it...

even though i want him to be on my side,
i encourage him to go after other girls...

when he stands next to me, 
I push him to other girls,
when he is out there with others, 
I want to pull him to my side...

I just can't tell him I like him, 
I don't want to ruin our friendship..

I wish I could be more brave, more confident...
I wish he could read my mind, could feel my heart...

I wish ~ ~ ~